laughs because of how ugly my body is. it’s covered in all these marks and lines and it’s so disgusting. not to mention ( by my perception ) i’m my own definition of ‘fat’ and that adds to the depression that makes it nearly impossible to get out of bed TO take care of that. it’s like haha how can i even wear anything when i look this way? they’re on my legs too , my chest, my sides everywhere –
and i’m laughing at whenever someone calls me pretty because it’s like have you even seen my body in person it’s so hideous i can’t even bear to be in it. haha sorry i’m just i’m doing so bad and it’s like with a body like this how could i ever expect if that time ever comes, someone to love me when i’m this ugly?????
pleas e ignore this. i just hate myself. i just want to sleep im so done haohahahah
