tbh i feel like people i was friends with have changed a lot. and it’s like they did the same thing that one person did to me that i still can’t really forget about – they kind of threw me away? and it hurts and i shouldn’t have opened my heart up. and i feel stupid. i thought we were friends but i was only a passing interest. it makes me doubt some of my friendships – sometimes i feel like they’re based solely on what i can do for someone rp-wise and thus i am ‘interesting’ and not 'lizzie’.
just..ignore this. i don’t really want to talk to anyone right now.
