tbh i’m not on here so much because a lot of stuff here stresses me out, people and stuff. lately on and off i’ve been having some pretty bad thoughts, suicidal ones. i’m struggling with them right now too, and it’s been this way since the beginning of last weekend. i’m just not feeling anything either – save emptiness ????? and it’s really hard. tbh sometimes i feel as if i’m always going to b e in pain regardless of what happens becasue that’s just how my life has been made to be??????? but i dont know my mind isn’t exactly sound lately.
